Two Months Today

Today marks the 2 month anniversary of the birth of my gorgeous baby boy Ethan. I wish he was with us today. For the most part I have been in a pretty decent mood today. Listening to the radio on my way home from work did me in ... That damn Delilah anyways. I have to be honest, while the memories are as clear as if it was yesterday, it seems like much longer. I keep thinking it has been forever, and it really was not too long ago. Ofcourse there are days when I have to remind myself it has been 2 months, not just a few days. I am keeping myself busy planning our wedding. Shawn and I are getting married on Valentines Day. We plan to start trying to conceive again after that. I guess I don't have a ton to say today. I miss my son and I am looking forward to trying again. We feel like we are missing something in our lives and we know that what is missing is children to share our love with.